Welcome back Dallow.
I know that planning well. I didn't want to reach out. I didn't want to hear anyone tell me I could get through it. I was just listening to the obsession in my head. I wouldn't have listened even if I did pick up the phone.
I wanted to drink, damn it!
Patricia - yes, so much free time. It goes by much quicker now though.
Congrats, Sobermarathon! Feels awesome. Well, I guess it feels normal in a way. I didn't realise how awful I felt for so long. I like the new normal.
Nice to see you, keepingitreal.