(((Sass))) sorry you had a down day yesterday sweetie, hope you feel better today.
WWS, congrats on 3 months, I remember what an achievement that felt, it was way longer than I had gone without a drink for about 30 years and I was feeling stronger in my focus at that point. Mind you, that was when PAWS began randomly swiping my legs out from under me too.
I went to my works Xmas do last night. A bunch of Normies getting rat ar$ed for hours. Big woop. I stuck it out until 11:30 then drove home. It's not as fun as it used to be, but I won't spend today in bed feeling ill either. TBH these are people I get on with well enough during the day, but never socialise with outside work, so why would I expect the night to be great? The temptation is there to say 'hang it, I'll just join in so I'm the same as everyone else' but you don't have to give in to it. So it's not the best night of the year. Getting pi$$ed would make it that either and would just wreck all the hard work I'd put in. So I sat and watched people from different firms who shared the event, as their dancing got drunker and drunker, and was relieved I no longer make a public fool of myself.