Checking in.
I'm taking a day off from life today. I'm going to sit about and do nothing. Last night, for the third week in a row I got 3 movies and lots of junk food and a pizza. I ended up watching football till 2 am so I'm tired. I've also been over-doing the gym.
I don't know what happened but recently I am totally crave free and totally at ease with not drinking. I don't even have to avoid thinking about alcohol. I can think about drinking wine in a nice setting but now in a more abstract manner, I don't have the urge deep in the pit of my stomach. For the time being its gone.
I don't automatically remember what day or week I'm on but know that each Sunday starts a new week. I do know, as I've wrote it on my calendar, that tomorrow (Monday) is 100 days.
People on here keep repeating thing like " believe/trust me it gets better/easier". For the first time I am getting a sense of this. It is getting easier.