Originally Posted by
julesonya 
Checking in-took my son to see Santa tonight and I remember the last two years I've taken him I had a coffee cup full of wine. This year I was fully sober. I went to the doctor and they had me get blood work done so we shall see how my labs come back. I've been avoiding this, dealing with random pains, 20lbs weight gain, etc bc I am afraid they will find out I drink so much. But I had no choice today. Lab was right in the office and they took blood right then. Here's to facing the truth.
Hi Jules....that fear of you doctor finding out is your addiction, not you. You want to be sober and healthy. Your addiction wants to stay hidden so you can keep feeding it. It's good that you got your bloods done as now you can stay facing up to the realities of getting and staying sober. Good for you.