Applekat, you're right. I won't be upset tomorrow when I'm not puking in the shower. I'd be upset if I was!
Neverthought, deep breaths is helping to smother the anxiety. I think I'm going to find a book to read. That should help focus my mind.
Rio, drinking at my family never helped all the other times I tried it either. I've had those crazy types of thoughts too. Wanting my sobriety date to be on the day of my favorite number, wanting a date that is easy to remember, etc. The alcoholic mind doesn't make much sense when you shed some light on it. Makes sense in my head though.
Okay, hot bath and a book for me. Hopefully this will wane sooner than later.