I hope you guys Applekat and Highwind get stronger each day .
I have work issues at the moment and yesterday felt angry and resentful at my employer for using their power to bully us by not paying us bank holiday rates over Christmas / new year . I am rostered on 23 24.25.26 Dec , then 31st Dec ,1,2,3 Jan .
I am so very much a Christmas person but will be working the thought of which was making me sad enough but now they dropped the bombshell yesterday saying they wont pay us x2 normal rate .
I had a rotten sleep because I went to bed thinking how much I hated them , the powers that be .
I don't like myself when my emotions run haywire like this as I am normally quite forgiving . I just don't like bullies or smart arse HR managers .
I kind of take things too personally at times , I feel a feeling of hurt and self pity like that lost little boy and know its irrational .
Sorry if this is negative , I know this feeling will pass .
T