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Old 12-08-2015, 08:18 PM
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Camryn474
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Join Date: Nov 2015
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This class is moving fast!

Well, I'm safely in bed so I can say assuredly that I have week one in the bag. I NEVER want to go through this first week again.

I had a lot of cravings today but I thought my way through them. Drinking never lives up to the fantasy I have in my head. Thinking in terms of reality as opposed to what I THINK I can achieve by drinking is helping me. Seems obvious but clearly not for me as I thought drinking again would be worth throwing away six months sober.

Oh well. It's done and I can't change the past. I am more determined now though to make this my final showdown with booze. It just isn't worth it.

Goodnight, all. Or good morning to those to whom it applies!
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