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Old 12-07-2015, 04:18 AM
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enfinthechange
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Day 10 and I feel.awful again... my joints are really swollen in my feet and they hurt... never had that before.... I feel all fuzzy and crap. ... work is awful, so stressful. But I did get to speak to my husband yesterday, and it was so sad.... he is very upset about the actions and we used to be sooooo close and best friends, but life, work, kids has just pushed us apart and I feel.like I don't know him anymore... add alcohol too and it's just sad....he just doesn't know why I am freaking out and acting so bad, and now tying to say it was his fault... I'm not trying to say that, but just trying g to say what I need... which makes me sound like a winging neurotic self pitying arse....
Didn't drink though...
I drank when happy, so at least if I stay sad then I'll be safe!!!
Sorry for those that slipped, but keep at it. ..and keep on everyone!!!
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