I feel so relieved that other people feel frustrated with their significant others!!! I'll be married 6 months in a few days and it's been so hard!! Drinking definitely hasn't been helping. My husband is so busy with his school work (architect) that he's never home and I felt lonely. Soooo I drank to not feel so alone. Obviously that backfired. He's off now for s month and we can really enjoy our time together, so I'm motivated to not screw if up with being wasted. Nervous about holiday party I have coming up, but I've got Antabuse so I'm gonna do that. Anxiety mounting. I need to think about it enough so I don't make an impulsive decision on Friday, but I don't want to over think it. I know I will survive if I don't drink. Why does it now always feel that way tough??