Morning everyone! After a midnight anxiety fest I decided something in the dark... similar to Patricia and Kiki. .. I am going to mend me. Fix me. I found a pillar of strength inside me and am going to use that to become the me I want. I guess it won't be easy... but a few things have made me think this is what i need ....
I feel happy this morning and calm... kids are watching TV, eating melon, I am planning my weeks lessons, urghhhh, but I am at least doing it...it's a killer week of doom and in the night I wanted to die or run away, but the strength told me to sort it out, and cope! So I am.
I am going to do what I want... no more evenings of having a beer and trying to communicate with my husband, while ignoring kids and work... I will.prioritise my kids..... and if he wants to talk, then we will!
Demons are coming out and I'm punching them in the face!
Happy and peaceful Sunday guys xx