Well. I just dropped my husband off at the work Christmas party I have been fretting about for almost 3 weeks. He was clearly disappointed that I really wasnt going, which makes me feel a little guilty, but it's all ok. He is going to tell people that I put my back out, which is the most believable fib since everyone knows I have back issues.
I am not sad about the party. I have cared less about the party for years and it's actually kind of nice I am not down at the pub making a point of getting smashed so I can pretend that the party is a good time. I am at home, with my pets, binge watching Grey's Anatomy.
AND most of all....I will have 21 days sober tomorrow. This is HUGE for me. My Day 20, that I wanted SO badly is in the bag. Before I know it I will have 30 days.
