I have to stop
I just want to to write down somewhere what I know is the truth. I have to stop drinking. I am losing days of my life, opportunities at my job, and respect for myself. I am putting myself at risk and physically injuring myself. I woke up the other day and I had bruises from falling and I didn't even remember falling. So I am done. I plan to post every day for 90 days. Just writing this down feels like a weight off my shoulders.