Originally Posted by
Applekat 
Yes...the 3 AM jolt I call it....anxiety sets in, disgust...deep breathing, water chugging....big plans to never do this again!
Applekat
Ahhh....you have been there. Isn't it the worse feeling. The taking the deep breath, the anxiety setting in when you realize that you have failed again. The water chugging because you are so dry. For me, recalling partial conversations and wondering if I said more that I do not remember..
I never want to experience those sensations again. However at this moment I will settle for not experiencing this this week end!