Hey all,thanks everyone😊 I should have talked what I was feeling yesterday with you all,I haven't been sleeping good,my left ear aches,my moods been off and on,I've let things like this cause a relapse again and again,I get tired of not feeling great and say "F-it!" I really can't have that happen to me anymore, I make dumb choices when I drink,I'm irresponsible, I hate.work,I can't watch my 2 year old grandson, etc,why after a few weeks does this happen? Its like everything we know and have learned about the importance of staying sober and tools we use suddenly dissapear? I'm just having a rough morning, got to turn it around! I hope everyone has a great Thursday😊