Originally Posted by enfinthechange

Just for my fourpenneth worth, I get craving too all the time, the AV niggles away even when I wouldn't be drinking it plans it for me.... sometimes before I have had to sit in the toilet, bite my knuckles and deal with each second.... till it passed. It passes. It does. ..... The last time I forgot it passes it was like an axe to fall... shall I drink, go on then.... now.... boom. That was my last long sober time gone. This time I need to remember it passes!!@ so far so good! Can't believe I'm going to my educational day out today with my students, to meet old friends.... and I'm not hungover. I actually barely know how to do this, to contain the energy and excitement I feel, usually dulled by hangoverness! !! I am like a baby kangaroo. .... Making a plan to write to my husband and explain my feelings and actions to him. ... I need to start something....am scared though, but sober! Love to u all.... and keep strong. .. And thank you.