Juno, our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. It's not about the date or the number of days, it's only about today, be present, live in the moment. You can do this, I know you can. When I hit 30 days I stopped paying attention, maybe I'm lazy, I have an app on my phone that tells me how long it's been. I found sobriety alot easier when I stopped focusing on how many days it had been, and just payed attention to today, and not drinking today.