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Old 12-01-2015, 12:38 PM
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GoldenSands
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So mad and confused right now.
My sister ("functioning" alcoholic who will never admit it or believe it) is sticking up for my other sister who has almost died many times from drinking, saying she is better now because now "she only has 1-2 drinks once in a blue moon". So that's how recovery works? You can just want to stop/need to stop so badly one day that all of a sudden you can control it like that? stop at 1-2 EVERY time? I just am not buying that crap. I'm mad because i want her to keep fighting and i'm mad because i wish it was true at all, or true for myself. But I know that it has to be given up for good, but my AV is saying "but does it have to be given up for good? You were not even 1/4 as consumed with drinking as she was." (That last part is true, which is why I get confused and can ask myself - "well do i need to stop FOR GOOD?")
Ugh. So confused. I wont be drinking though.
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