I am spamming you today, I just seem to be overwhelmed with anxiety today.
My thoughts are spinning around and I am just thinking of all the people I am sure have noticed I have been drunk, but never said anything. I mean I know I have acted really strange in many situations these last years.
The only way for me to make people trust me again, is to stay sober. I know this, and I know it takes time. Just feeling very sick of myself and how I let myself sink this low. I just want to hide and never show my face to the world again.
Not craving a drink, just need to get it out of my chest. And it seems you guys are the only ones who really understand where I am coming from. Thank you for that.