Enfin, remember that the only way we can prove we're committed to our sobriety is through our actions. The first step to rebuilding your relationship and your life is to remain sober. If he sees that you mean it and that you are truly committed to staying sober, he might be more open to trying to fix your relationship. Also remember that this is not something he can get over in a few days. It takes time to rebuild trust. Give him time. But in the meantime, drinking will only make things worse!