Enfin, regardless of what happened, of what other people think, of what becomes of your marriage; in the eyes of your children you are beautiful. As Rah555 posted, we are all dealing with past regrets but must learn to move forward, to learn from our mistakes and to build the foundation for a new life. Please be good to yourself today and allow your true destination to reveal itself. Look at this class as a whole and individually, our past is not what we chose willingly, just a wrong turn in the road. We are all working hard to get back on course and take back control of our lives that we so unwittingly relinquished to the guise of addiction. Time heals all wounds Enfin, physical and emotional. Sending you a big cyber hug!