Originally Posted by
VanillaChaiTea 
Day 1 for me. That's about all I can muster up right now. I am in a very, very low place. It's my own fault and I own it. But, ouch, I am just really hurting. I'm tired of feeling this way.
I am down there with you. I did it to myself. I just screwed up so massively.... hold my hand and maybe we can get better. ....