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Old 11-26-2015, 02:16 PM
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snowvelvet
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Evening all.

In a really pissed off and low mood. Mainly from pain, as I have a muscle problem in my bum and it's playing up ATM.

Trying to remain upbeat. Heck, I haven't drunk today. I can be grateful for that.

Other than that, I just feel despondent. I don't want to drink. I know it won't help. However, now that desolation that is my life is just so sharp without anything to talk it away. I'm overeating. A very bad idea, as I started the road to full blown alcoholism when I recovered from bulimia. I cannot go back to those days either.

I just feel at a lose end.

On the plus side, I will meet with my sponsor in the morning. We just need to agree a time.

So I'm going to head to bed, get some good quality sleep, (still a revelation and my body wants lots of it!) and tick off today.

Onwards and upwards! Sv x
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