Evening all.
In a really pissed off and low mood. Mainly from pain, as I have a muscle problem in my bum and it's playing up ATM.
Trying to remain upbeat. Heck, I haven't drunk today. I can be grateful for that.
Other than that, I just feel despondent. I don't want to drink. I know it won't help. However, now that desolation that is my life is just so sharp without anything to talk it away. I'm overeating. A very bad idea, as I started the road to full blown alcoholism when I recovered from bulimia. I cannot go back to those days either.
I just feel at a lose end.
On the plus side, I will meet with my sponsor in the morning. We just need to agree a time.
So I'm going to head to bed, get some good quality sleep, (still a revelation and my body wants lots of it!) and tick off today.
Onwards and upwards! Sv x