Originally Posted by
SwimKim12 
Blondsober, keep pushing! You can do this! Play the tape through...drinking will take you somewhere you don't want to go. My thoughts are with you.
Thank you for posting this SwimKim. "Play the tape through" is extremely helpful advice for me. I like that. AV is starting to whisper, as it always does between 2-4pm...when I play the tape through after I stop on my way home to get a bottle of wine....nothing good comes of that. I will wake up sometime in the middle of the night after consuming the whole bottle and feel like a piece of crap dealing with the shame and guilt and hopelessness of it all....nope...nothing good at all. No thank you...