Originally Posted by
rah555 
Day 1 today...glad I found my way back here. Feeling so low today. Feeling like I am a bad person. Wishing I didn't have this issue. I want to stop drinking because I am tired of the embarrassment and regrets; it makes me live in a manner that is not becoming; it affects my relationships negatively. I really need to dig deep and find the strength to live sober. I need to do this.
This was me ten days ago.. I'll say this- Being sober makes It's easier to heal from all the damage i have done. When I'm drinking, I just get a lot of anxiety and depression thinking of all the things I've done that I regret. When I'm drinking, I feel like there is no way to live with myself after all the things I've done. but now being only 10 days sober, I'm seeing there is a way to let it all go and not punish myself for the rest of my life. Like someone in here said - It's not going to be easy, but it's going to be worth it.