Day 2 checking in...made it back to work and fairly normal day. Slept horribly last night, sweating, rocking, so much anxiety...finally managed 3-4hrs of sleep amidst hours of rocking and restlessness. I suspect tonight should be fine and then another workday before the holiday...
I will recover from this. I am better than this. Alcohol is stealing my life, my career, my reputation, my loves...but it won't beat me. It's going to be a long sad road the next weeks but I'll make it. No more craving, no more caving. Time to dry out for good!!