My partner said he is having a vodka tonic on friday as we got home from work..
Suddenly i had a drink in my hand.. Saturday took my partner out to degustation restaurant and my frined said lets have a martini..and there i went 2 drinks later.. Sunday I drank what i could find and felt like death..
Today is day2 ...i worked so hard to stay sober.. Our home is now completely dry, cant have that temptation...my friend who joined as for lunch jokes about me going sober.. It almos that he wishes for me to fail... Need to distance myself feom him for a while.. He is a dear friend but dont like that aspect of him..
Ended in a fight with my partner on sunday.. Didnt speak to eachother until today..
So much to gain from just not drinking..