Hey everyone! Good morning from Spain
The first year of sobriety is, of course, full of firsts. The first sober holidays and birthdays. The family visits, the hook ups with old friends, the awkward questions, the good times and the curve balls. Underlying all of that for me is the feeling of personal growth, almost like an awakening. 7 months has put me closer to the end than to the beginning of the year and I feel I am slowly gaining a little perspective. Enough to recognise that my life is richer in almost every way since I took this decision back in April even though at the time I didn't really expect to get this far. Part of me wanted this but I don't think I could really envisage an enriching life without alcohol in it. How confused I was!!
The Christmas break will be a big test but I've made it through a lot of big tests already. I guess it's fair to say that I am wary but confident. With the right sort of support we can all make it through together! Another first (of many, I hope!!)
Take care guys and sorry for such rambling reflections!!!!