It looks like I'm less than an hour away from completing day 38 and I feel worse than when I was drinking. I guess it's the PAWS related insomnia the past several nights coupled with severe depression. I'll hang in there, but believe me, there's no desire to ever drink again that's for sure. I won't even mention my uncontrollable rage. I don't even want to get out of bed tomorrow, and I know it's going to be raining.
I'll check in tomorrow I guess...maybe I'll try some Drayno or antifreeze to see what kind of buzz I can get. Lol! Just some late night humor. Ugh.