Hi, Briar. Glad you are posting, but sorry you are struggling. I can only relate based on stress making me unable to eat, but it's been a loooong time since I've had that kind of stress. Nowadays, I overeat With stress. But, I relate to my eating being impacted by my life, constantly, in one way or another. It's very intertwined and a part of my addictions.
I hope you find some balance and can enjoy the holiday.