Hey Dee. Nice to hear from you. Thanks. I have always been a compulsive worrier and I believe I put much more stress on myself than I can handle. With that said and needing to overcome that aspect in my life I have to learn how to deal with overbearing stress whether legitimate or self induced. To be honest when I messed up it "felt" like it helped but as we all know and me too, that drinking did not assist in anyway with solving the problems at hand. I need to either find a constructive outlet or just stop worrying all together. Easier said than done. I am open to any suggestions if anyone has insight to overcome these things. I am all ears