Massive cravings out of nowhere at present. I'm bored and tired. Normally on a Saturday I go crazy with chocolate but my mind is saying a bottle of wine is only 500 calories, skip the chocolate and get the wine.
Today is also my 77 th day, I think. The buzz I got from waking up sober at the weekend is long gone. I was up at 4:30 this morning and just felt numbed as opposed to energetic that I experienced in the first weeks.
I know I want to reach 3 months then 100 days at least and I also know that drinking will depress me ( just like not drinking is apparently doing at present).
My insides are churning and I feel sort of nervous about the whole thing. Time for some breathing I think.