Yeah, I'm hanging in there. Had coffee and some cookies. I'm a school teacher so spent half hour just hanging out with my students. They're so sweet and fun and innocent that it cheered me up. The events starts in like an hour that I'm supposed to attend. It's a wedding celebration for some friends at work and I feel terrible for missing out. But I'm going to just run out. Debating whether to tell truth if I get asked by the groom. He's my close friend and I want to be honest instead of evading. We'll see. Getting my dogs and then going home to read. I'm just going to push it out of my mind bc I know I'll be happy in the morning that I stayed sober. Thanks for support