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Old 11-19-2015, 03:56 PM
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Healthygoals
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Winding down on day 4 here. Worked all day, did some groceries and came home, unloaded, put everything away and assembled dinner.

Found myself annoyed at a sink of dirty dishes and an almost full dishwasher. Really? The other 2 that got home earlier than me are that blind? Fingers aching and the resentment started firing up and I wanted a drink to chill.

And there's other stuff the man is doing too. Grrrrr.

Talking myself out of it as we speak. Don't need to feel like garbage in the morning. Don't need to thin out my blood so surgery gets complicated. Don't need to have a blurry memory of tonight. Don't need the poison. Period.

Have announced I am not hand washing any pots and pans. If it can't go in the dishwasher I'm not touching it. Period.

Time to eat dinner, maybe I will feel better.

Thank you for this thread. Great place to vent.

Staying sober no matter what!
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