Originally Posted by KiKi0615

It's Baaaack! The anxiety & panic & cravings are back! Crap! I just ate a giant bowl of tortilla soup and am going to watch Netflix while I put laundry away. Not feeling great today. It's a roller coaster of emotions!

I can't go back!!! I will go forward. This is hard.

And I have another awards banquets to go to tonite. Yuck! I really just don't like people right now...especially "happy" people. Is that weird?

I have major social anxiety & am extremely self-conscious right now too! I feel like every can literally SEE what is going on in my life right now. Faking it is exhausting!

Believe it or not, I can't wait until the weekend. I am doing nothing!

Thank goodness for sober recovery. Sometimes I just need to get all this stuff out of my head. Thanks for all your help guys.