Originally Posted by boombox

Hi there, I'm checking in on Day 1. Had a bad day in work yesterday and it gave me an excuse to go an drink. Hours after I felt no better. Forced myself to throw up to try to lessen the hangover but that never worked. Facing up to my family that I fell off the wagon again was horrible. The looks of disgust and disappointment is tough to cope with but it doesn't seem to last for long and is long forgotten when I'm in the throes of cravings. Had to leave work early as I couldn't cope with the anxiety. Oh will I ever manage to last longer than a few days? Life seems so bleak and dark at the moment. I'm scared.