Sorry I've been scarce y'all. I moved and now have a house to unpack! Plus no internet is not helping.
I have been sober though. Going on 25 days now. I love when I start to lose track. I have to stay vigilant, I have historically slipped around 30 days. Not this time! It's not been easy, just the other day I was thinking about how lovely a beer buzz would be, but then I play the tape through and think about what an unhealthy choice that is for me. My self-esteem is damaged enough, I know drinking would just perpetuate the damage. And the choices I make when drinking are not congruent with the real me and my real choices. I am so over living that double life.
I wish all of you well, wherever you are in your quit. If you slipped get back up on this horse with me! Been there done that countless times. It's all about getting back up after the fall.