Morning, All.
Canguy, I'm glad you are still with us. Way to push through the withdrawals and horrible feelings. It will get better from here!
Soberjim, welcome. I too had many years juggling that fact that I was an alcoholic and drank to get drunk, but also had overwhelming fear of a life without alcohol. I now know that fear was my AV talking. I have found support and accountability in this group and I hope you will too!
Feeling grateful to wake up hangover-free. Gonna spend a little time outdoors and do some cleaning/errands today. And eat vegetables! Haven't done enough of that the last few days. No alcohol for me today because I'm tired of living a life chained to the bottle.