Hi friends, I am just checking in. Great idea planning the weekend Dallow! Lisa...don't worry; just pick yourself up & try to stay sober today. We all only have today anyway. I relate to the craziness of life with kids, job etc by the way. Maybe try to add a treat for yourself each day (that's not alcohol). ;-)
Sooooooo...here's where I am this morning: I am supposed to meet my sponsor at a meeting in a few hours & run a few errands and I am literally SCARED to leave my house because I'm afraid I will have a bad craving and anxiety attack and pull into the store for alcohol!!! I really want to go to the meeting but I feel so powerless and TERRIFIED over those cravings.
When I get one of those horrible craving I literally feel like someone or something is taking over my body and mind and forcing me to drink! Sound familiar??? All rational thoughts go out the window! It's true craziness!!!
I pray for another day of sobriety. God help me.