Snooz. Hugs today.
Having breakfast with my daughter tomorrow. This would not be possible if I still drank.
Drinking is incompatable with the life I want to live and the person I want to be. If I drink, I don't have the certainty I'm here for me, and my children, I will have memories forgotten before I wake the next morning, conversations I'm constantly trying to piece together, regrets and guilt I don't deserve to feel.
You are right Leshar, we are all good people who have an addiction. I was like you at events....i remember going to see a play with my ex and just hating the fact we had to cut drinks short and I couldn't concentrate all the way through the play. And like we said, all the movies we've watched and can't remember.
I love my life now, even my frazzled days are 1000% better than a morning after a drinking day.
I must say this too because I've watched it over a year now. Sugar and bad eating impacts me, how I feel I can cope. Good stuff in = good stuff out,