You got to fight the devil for it. I say all the time..all my worst days sober are a hundred times better than one of those old days drunk! I wouldn't trade it for the world. And this is the feeling and attitude it takes to keep you sober people! You gotta want it as much as you want your next breath! I don't ever want to dance with the devil again. That's how drinking got taken off my table and escorted out of my life. Thank you God!