He called shortly after I made this post. Made it back to rehab last night and passed the mouth swab and UA, so, he didn't use, but whatever.
I am headed to Al-Anon tonight, we only have one Nar-Anon meeting where I live and it isn't tonight.
I absolutely know what the best thing for me is…not this. I also know that I will come to accept that more and more with each passing day. In the same way that it took me ages to accept my substance issues, this will be a process. One that feels closer and closer to the end. Getting him away from my apartment was a huge step and he still doesn't know where I'm living now, only the general area.
I am doing the best I can, I know that. I am so glad that he's 5 hours away, it certainly helps me stay "clean".
Ugh.
again for your replies, really.