I have had a much better day, I slept better last night which always makes me feel good. I was tired after work but dragged myself to the gym. Even after getting changed and starting on a machine, my heart wasn't in it. However very quickly the blood started pumping and I had a full session. It must have been good as my body has a strangely smug ache about it. Plan for tomorrow is the same as today. Day 4 safely negotiated. I must not rest on my laurels though. Tomorrow is another day I must conquer.
The only downside is it is more and more likely that my relationship is over. I am starting to feel a bit more positive about it though, I need less tension around me.
Have a good day everybody, I will be checking on everyone's progress. It is difficult for us all, my problems are put into perspective when I read of other people's plights.