Welcome, BellJar. It's good to have your on SR.
I can see that my instinct was like that of others, to tell you that my heart goes out to you. A difficult, difficult situation.
It's hard to know what to do sometimes. Is there a way you can resume your own counseling sessions? The one thing I can tell you, though, is that drinking makes things worse.
Stay close. We'll walk the path with you.