I hit bottom
Here we go again. A lifetime of lies, dragging loved ones along with the "i dont have a problem" lie. In fact i have been "sober" for many years, just ask me. I am ready to come clean, and admit that i cant live like this. A life without booze scares me to death. But its time to embrace it. My current path is unsustainable. Always was. And only a matter of time until i do something that i cant take back w more lies.