Feeling weak
My husband is going to travel next week on business and then I head out for a week as well. I'm on day 32 and for some reason I'm plotting out a plan to drink "temporarily" while we are apart. I don't know where this is comin from but I'm in need of some support.
Why on earth would I want to start back at day 1? Has anyone else thought they could just take a vacation from sobriety and then hop right back on the train? It is ridiculous even typing it because I know that it's not true but there is a very strong AV telling me otherwise.
The truth is I miss my wine and my escape and I've got to get this out of my head. I am typing this from the treadmill in hopes that exercise will help me shake this stupidity off.