I was on SR and he said he needed to look up something real quick, but then he turned on a movie and says I spend too much time here. I did expect it so no surprise. I went for a walk and talked out my feelings and my plans to myself for staying sober and getting myself together. I came back so refreshed. It's so funny because right now I don't even wanna focus on him, I wanna focus on me. Day 2 is not gonna give me the blues!