Hang in there TaylorSaint. I feel your pain. I'm 41 hours away from my last drink & am so afraid of drinking that I haven't been out of my bed except to go to the restroom in 16 hours! I
Must get up! Laying here is depressing but if I lay here and pray over & over I won't drink. I MUST make it thru these 24 hours!!! Every little thing triggers me & gives me cravings so I'm scared to leave my house. I too have hurt my spouse & kids and I want my life back. Alcoholism is hell! I may try to go to an AA meeting later to see if that helps my depression and terrible anxiety. No drinks for us today, ok?
Kiki