Originally Posted by
Zeekie 
The thought of never drinking is scary but someone on here said, just focus on now, focus on today. I am doing that and it's helping.
I am also terrified at the thought of never being able to drink again, but like you said, it really helps to focus on just today. I don't know if this is healthy or not, but I've been telling myself that I will not drink today, but I most definitely will drink tomorrow (although of course "tomorrow" never comes). For some reason, that makes me feel better. Post as often as you need to Zeekie! That's what this forum is here for. =)