Originally Posted by
Ladybug2 
Hi everyone,
I'm sorry I haven't been posting. I come here everyday and read your posts, but just haven't felt like saying much. I, like FABL, am really struggling to get off of this miserable roller coaster. I can't seem to make it past 7-10 days and I am feeling really defeated and sad. I want a sober life so much, but can't seem to get it right. I'm not giving up, though. and am praying November is my month. Day 2 today and I am so grateful for all of you. Thank you for bearing with me. xxx
I am so happy to hear from you, Ladybug.
There is absolutely nothing easy about beating alcoholism. For the longest time, I truly thought that I would never get it right. Thousands of Day 1s had convinced me that I was a hopeless case.
Have you ever considered AVRT; it seems to have helped many people.