Hi everyone,
I'm sorry I haven't been posting. I come here everyday and read your posts, but just haven't felt like saying much. I, like FABL, am really struggling to get off of this miserable roller coaster. I can't seem to make it past 7-10 days and I am feeling really defeated and sad. I want a sober life so much, but can't seem to get it right. I'm not giving up, though. and am praying November is my month. Day 2 today and I am so grateful for all of you. Thank you for bearing with me. xxx